“Uh hoh. It’s happening again. How could this be happening again? Try to breath. Who cares about breathing? I don’t care about anything but him. Why is he doing this? I feel like I’m going nuts. Nuts isn’t the word there is no word to describe it because it doesn’t matter.. all that matters is making it stop. I can’t think of anything else. My head is spinning. I feel dizzy. Why won’t he answer? I’ll call again. I’ll keep calling until he picks up. I’ll drive there. I’ll find out where he is and I will show up. Because this isn’t happening… not to me… not right now. I’m going to lose it. I am losing it. I don’t care. Straight to voicemail. Is this really happening? After all I’ve done? After all we’ve been through? I have to find him. This has to STOP NOW. Whatever it takes.”
If that’s you’re life, welcome to narcissistic abuse. I escaped NA and you can too. I’m here to help you. Let’s rise above it and beat narcissistic abuse together!